The Way Of Life

Tu ne shayad Mere Mehboob ko dekha hi nahi Kyun usey Tuu ne bas ek Phool kaha hai Mere Dost Tu ne shayad Mere Mehboob ko dekha hi nahi Tu jise itni Haseen cheez samajhta hai wo Phool Sookh jaaye to Nigaahon ko bura lagta hai Phool ka apna koi rang koi Roop nahi Uske Jore mai saja ho to Bhala lagta hai Mera Mehboob to har Waqt Naya hai Mere Dost Tu ne shayad Mere Mehboob ko dekha hi nahi Mere Mehboob ke Jalwon ka nahi koi Jawaab Dhoop sa rang hai aur khud hai wo Chha’aoon jesa Uski Payal mai Barsaat ka Mausam Chhanke Sar pe Resham ka Dupatta hai Ghata’aon jesa Wo jahan bhar ke Haseeno se juda hai Mere Dost Tu ne shayad Mere Mehboob ko dekha hi nahi Mere Mehboob ki Aankhen hain Do Gehri Jheelien Jin mai khilte hain Mere waaste Chahat ke Kanwal Unko dekhoon to Mujhe Shayari karni aa jaaye Aur mai uske lye Gaaon Mohabbat ki Ghazal Wo Mere Dil ke Dharakne ki sada hai Mere Dost Tu ne shayad Mere Mehboob ko dekha hi nahi

Loneliness I woke up in the morning feeling so down, I cannot even begin to describe it. A deep and profound sense of helplessness and despair was just hovering over me. I slumped back into bed, and just gave in to the feeling that began to overpower me...tears of sadness just trickled down my cheeks, and my silent sniffles eventually gave way to sobs. I wished I could just curl up into a ball and disappear..Signs have been showing me that i have to relinquish certain things that have been weighing me down, making me sad. How could I be so blind and stupid as not to see... I needed to find my balance again, and there's only one way to do it: I just let the whole emotion take control over me, i needed to get to the bottom of this all engulfing emotion which i have been bottling up for so long. I needed to feel and understand what it is that i am grieving so deeply about. Grieving...hmm now that’s a clue..Somehow, i needed to get to my state of balance again, but ...

For you I would climb The highest mountain peak Swim the deepest ocean Your love I do seek. For you I would cross The rivers most wide Walk the hottest desert sand To have you by my side. For you are the one Who makes me whole You've captured my heart And touched my soul. For you are the one That stepped out of my dreams Gave me new hope Showed me what love means. For you alone Are my reason to live For the compassion you show And the care that you give. You came into my life And made me complete Each time I see you My heart skips a beat. For you define beauty In both body and mind Your soft, gentle face More beauty I'll ne'er find. For you are the one God sent from above The angel I needed For whom I do love.